it is easy to say "not to worry" when you are going through those smooth-times. Everything seems to be under control, you see new things in your life as exiting challenges not as burdening problems. well, I have been lately struggling with seeing things from a positive and exciting perspective. I have been kind of exhausted with life, me, people around me...everything. This has made me very anxious. Instead of feeling dead, I'd love to enjoy and celebrate life, myself. It's like feeling burried under all those worries.
Still I have discovered that there is hope. Having this kind of down periods are positive as well. I need to study myself more. Usually the root of the problem and answer is not in other's or outside, but inside.
Well tonight I feel I have taken a step forward on the road of discovering myself. Or at least being honest about my feelings and fear of getting vulnerable if I am too honest. Hope keeps me going. Or is it the built-in will and yearing to live? Who knows. Anyway it won't let me off the hook. :)
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